I don't think I can handle going to school?

Right now I think you're thinking you can't do it because it's been so long since you've been to school so you're really worried about what people are going to say and all of that and you're just making it out to be worse than it is in your head. But the anticipation of bad things is worse than the things itself, so once you get there after a day or week of school you'll realize it isn't bad and you don't have much to worry about. Like last school year I left to be homeschooled in like September and then came back to school in January and I was really really nervous and I didn't want to do it, but before the day was even over I realized it wasn't bad and I had been way too worried like I usually am and I was fine with it and then I actually went to school every single day for the rest of the school year and liked it even though I don't have any friends at school, I was getting good grades so the teachers liked me and it was fun. The thing with that is that I went back to school on the first day of the second semester so I guess it wasn't exactly the same as gonig back on just a random day or whatever. If you don't want to go back on any random day you cuold maybe wait until after spring break and go back. That way it won't be a big deal (not that it's a big deal either way, but if you're like me you'll worry that everyone will talk about you and all of that) So if you really want to go back I think you should and once you're back, it won't be as bad as you're thinking. And if you don't like it, go back to being homeschooled after the school year is over. I think you'll like it though, I did. The only reason I'm homeschooled now is because I spent a lot of time with my family in ny at the beginning of the school year and kept going back and forth from fl to ny. And then since oyu're starting high school in august, or I guess Florida is the only place school starts in august, so you're starting in september so there will be a lot of new people there and I'm sure you'll make new friends! But then you can always wait to go back to school until you start high school since everyone in your grade will be starting out at a new place so it will be easy and you won't have to worry as much, not that theres anything to worry about either way :)